diorrr spring/summa '09

rawww.

stop yo cryin babyyyy

i know in my last entry i was wining about messing up and how shits falling apart ..but im done with all that bitchassness. its time to pick up the pieces. last night marked not only the end of summer 2008, but the beginning of change and the start of upgrading season. everyone loooves upgrades. anyways, as of today, august25th ..im back in school, i plan on being more active, i plan on toning down my wild side (kinda), and i plan on basically re-building my foundation, to sum it up for ya. i hope i can look back at this post down the road with the words “i plan” “i will” and “i hope” out of my vocabulary. im only hours into today and theres already been minor road blocks ..but i’ve learned not to sweat the small stuff and just keep pushin. its about damn time i took care of things. just one day at a time. grindin’ grindinnnnnnn’ …and don’t get me wrong, summer was pretty much the shit. and there was no better way to end it than with the people i love most. p.s. this summer was definitely one to remember and in some occasions, forget. forgetful only because the large amounts of alcohol and other substances consumed. haha. look out for my summa summa time 08 picture post. its comin itsss comin. keep stuntin’

the doyers.

crooks fan < dodgers fan < angels fan. but stilllllllllllllllllllll.

oh my fucking g.

daaaamn. vans teams up w/ my fav. spot while i lived out in hawaii. these in4mation half cabs dont drop until december

12th.. but, theres only 500 pairs. dont zzzzzz.

sataaaaday.

august23. alifexsuper. red/blue/purple. 80 pairs per color. mm.

opposite of down, date.

hello beezys and gentlemen. ..its that time again to hit the “personal” spot of this blog. i know i haven’t posted what the happs has been lately. ..mostly because i cant seem to comprehend it. somehow it feels as though ive been put on this roller coaster ride filled with gnarly loops, sudden drops, and sharp turns ..but someone forgot to strap me in. i tried to think of words that can describe how its been lately but the list is never-ending and constantly changing. and with my professional straight face keeping ablilities and oscar worthy acting, you could never tell that ive hit rock bottom recently. yes, rock bottom. i wont go into details on this here “blog” where the whole world can see ..but its been pretty janked. things have been so stressful, overwhelming, and just plain fucked up. fucked up, but im thankful. thankful, you ask? why? because i need this. in the past (recent past) if shit ever came up i would find an escape route and just ditch the problems with a little help of grass and liquids. but now, now i know its time for me to take care of things. time for me to grow as a person. time for me to man the fuck up. time for me to shine. ive realized that the only thing getting in my way is myself (my sexy self that is) and that’s not even enough to stop me. as cliché as it sounds, its moments like these that define a persons character. im motivated. im inspired. im ready. that’s amore!

"its not the number of times you fall ..but the number of times you get back up."

resistance x springcourt

japanese brand resistance collabin' it up with springcourts which are pickin up steam here in the states. illy.

sweater weather.

new nike sb for fall/winter is kinda illy. 3 tone crewneck sweater. gimmegimmegimee.

world trish day.

girlygal. unaffordable. irrisponsible and studiece (haha). pro salmon chef. us bank model. fidm slave. princesssss.

happy mothafuckin birthday to the most amaaazing/retarded girl i know. xoxo.

cold blooded.

oversized shirts. fitted jackets. darker colors. siiick combo for fairly new designer eric lebon's autumn/winter collection. you can tell he has a history in streetwear too. i kinda like.

late night drool.

part of alife fall/winter. grey ones are killler. gotta get on em.

stepbrothers.

i love steve nash. i love baron davis. i fuckin love this.