hello beezys and gentlemen. ..its that time again to hit the “personal” spot of this blog. i know i haven’t posted what the happs has been lately. ..mostly because i cant seem to comprehend it. somehow it feels as though ive been put on this roller coaster ride filled with gnarly loops, sudden drops, and sharp turns ..but someone forgot to strap me in. i tried to think of words that can describe how its been lately but the list is never-ending and constantly changing. and with my professional straight face keeping ablilities and oscar worthy acting, you could never tell that ive hit rock bottom recently. yes, rock bottom. i wont go into details on this here “blog” where the whole world can see ..but its been pretty janked. things have been so stressful, overwhelming, and just plain fucked up. fucked up, but im thankful. thankful, you ask? why? because i need this. in the past (recent past) if shit ever came up i would find an escape route and just ditch the problems with a little help of grass and liquids. but now, now i know its time for me to take care of things. time for me to grow as a person. time for me to man the fuck up. time for me to shine. ive realized that the only thing getting in my way is myself (my sexy self that is) and that’s not even enough to stop me. as cliché as it sounds, its moments like these that define a persons character. im motivated. im inspired. im ready. that’s amore!
"its not the number of times you fall ..but the number of times you get back up."
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